My
Secret
Life

By Walter

The Sex Diary of a
Victorian Gentleman

First Published
Amsterdam, 1888-1894

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My Secret Life By Walter

Table of Contents

  1. Earliest recollections • An erotic nursemaid • Ladies abed • My cock • A frisky governess • Cousin Fred • Thoughts on pudenda • A female pedlar • Baudy pictures • A naked baby
  2. My godfather • At Hampton-Court • My aunt's backside • Public baths • My cousins cunts • Haymaking frolics • Family difficulties • School amusements • A masturbating relative • Romance and sentiment.
  3. A big servant • Two sisters • Armpits • A quiet feel • Baudy reveries • Felt by a woman • Erections • My prepuce • Seeing and feeling • Aunt and cousin • A servant's thighs • Not man enough.
  4. My first frig • My godfather • Meditations on copulation • Male and female aromas • Maid and gardener • My father dies • A wet dream • Bilked by a whore.
  5. Our house • Charlotte and brother Tom • Kissing and groping • Both in rut • My first fuck • A virginity taken • At a baudy house • In a privy • Tribulations • Charlotte leaves • My despair.
  6. At the Manor house • Fred's amours • Sarah and Mary • What drink and money does • My second virgin • My first whore • Double fucking • Gamahuching • Minette • A Belly up and down.
  7. Charwoman and daughter • At a key-hole • Cutting corns • A shower and a barn • A fat rumped Devonian • Suggestive pictures • A bum-hole offered • Erotic madness • Remorse.
  8. Preliminary • My taste for beauty of form • Sarah Mavis • Midday in the Quadrant • No. 13 J***.s Street • A bargain in the hall • A woman with a will • Fears about my size • Muck • Cold-blooded • Tyranny • My temper • Submission • A revolt • A half-gay lady • Sarah watches me • A quarrel • Reconciliation.
  9. Sarah's complaisance • Mistress Hannah • About Sarah • Sexual indifference • After dinner • Stark naked at last • Her form • The scar • Hannah's friendship • The baudy house parlour • The Guardsman • Sarah's greed • A change in her manner • A miscarriage • Going abroad • I am madly in love • Sarah's history.
  10. Poses plastiques • Sarah departs • My despair • Hannah's comfort • Foolscap and masturbation • Cheap cunt • A mulatto • The baudy house accounts • Concerning Sarah • The parlour • The gay ladies there • My virtue • Louisa Fisher • A show of legs • The consequence on me • Effect on Mrs. Z**i.
  11. A friends maid-servant • Jenny • Initial familiarity • A bum pinched • Jenny communicative • Her young man • An attempt, a failure, a faint, a look, and a sniff • Restoratives.
  12. When are women most lewd • Garters, money, and promises • About my servant • The neckerchief • Armpits felt • Warm hints • Lewd suggestions • Baudy language • Tickling • "Fanny Hill" • Garters tried • Red fingers • Struggle, and escape • Locked out • I leave • Baudy predictions, and verification.
  13. "Fanny Hill" sent to Jenny • My next visit • Thunder, lightning, sherry, and lust • A chase round a table • The money takes • Tickling and micturating • A search for "Fanny Hill," • A chase up the stairs • In. the bedroom • Thunder, funk, and lewedness • Intimidation and coaxing • Over and under • A rapid spender • Virginity doubtful • Fears, tears, and fucking.
  14. My soiled shirt • Jenny's account of herself • Fucking and funking • Poor John! • Of her pudenda • Its sensitiveness • Erotic chat • Startled by a caller • Her married Sister's unsatisfed cunt • How she prevented having children • Doubts her husband's fedelity • jenny taught the use of a French letter • Hikerypikery, and catamenial irregularities.
  15. A sailor, a whore, and a garden-wall • The newly-made road • Windy and rainy • Bargaining overheard • Offer to pay • Against a garden-coal! • A feel from behind • A wet handful • Blind lust • Into the sperm • The policeman • A lost umbrella • A new sort of washing-basin • Fears of ailment.
  16. A big maid-servant • A peep up from below • Home late, dusty and stupid • Chastity suspected • Consequences • Dismissed • My sympathy • The soldier" lover • Going to supper • At the Cafe de'PE*r**e • In the cab returning • Wet feet • On the seat • Mutual grasping and gropings.
  17. The next day • At the Tower • In tears • "The wretch is married." • At T******d Street • After dinner • On the chamberpot • My wishes refused • An attack • Against the bed • A stout resistance • I threaten to leave her • Tears and supplications • On the sofa • Reluctant consent • A half-virgin.
  18. The big servant's history • The soldier at the railway station Courting • In the village lane • On the grass • At the pot-house • Broached partially • Inspection of her privates refused • Lewd abandonment • Her first spend • A night with her • Her form • Sudden effects of a looking-glass • The baud solicits her • Sexual force and enjoyment • She gets a situation • We cease meeting • The butcher's wife • An accidental meeting • She was Sarah by name.
  19. A gap in the narrative • A mistress • A lucky legacy • Secret preparations • A sudden flight • At Paris • A dog and a woman • At a lake-city • A South American lady • Mrs. O*b***e • Glimpses from a bedroom window • Hairy armpits • Stimulating effects • Acquaintance made • The children • "Play with Mamma like Papa" • A water excursion • Lewd effects • Contiguous bedrooms • Double doors • Nights of nakedness • Her form • Her sex • Carnal confessions • Periodicity of lust.
  20. Frantic coition • A priapus • Purging and resting • Priapus humbled • Carnal exercises resumed • The governess • A peep through a key-hole • Bathing • The after-frig • My politeness • The silk mantle • Travelling resumed • The new hotel • Felt, and all but • Unproductive seed • A thin partition • Scared by a laugh • Unsuccessful • The mantle given • Still no success • I leave.
  21. Camille the second • Stripping • The divan • Cock-washing • Camille's antecedents • Face, form, and runt • Mode of copulating • Avaricious • Free fucking offered • Gabrielle • Cunt, form, and face • Minette • My daily dose of doxies • At M**g' *e • Lodgings at the greengrocer's • Louisa the red-haired • The lodging-house servant • The shop-boy • My friend's daughter • Piddling, and presents • Loo's bum pinched • The servant kissed • A stroke on the sands • With Loo on the beach • Chaff, and cunt-tickling • A declaration of love • The virtuous servant.
  22. Loo on the beach • The shop-boy's attempt • Caught at the water-closet • A knowing one • The gay sister • Success despaired of • Over the china-shop • Virginity slaughtered • Alone in the lodgings • The bedroom on the stairs • Poking like blazes • A gamahuche • Aunt at market • Clever dodges • Naked in bed • Homage to Priapus • Belly to belly • Belly to bum • She on he • The hand-glass • Am I with child? • I leave M*g*le • Sequel.
  23. Camille • Gabrielle and a female • Temporary impotence • After supper • Minetting • Gamahuching • Flat fucking • Screwed and lewed • Libidinous posing • A Mad of debauchees • Next day recollections • At Naples • An agent for pederasts • Reflexions about sodomy • At Milan • At a bagnio • Cheap women • In a diligence • Mother and child • At G**n*b*e The chambermaids mistake • Noisy incitements • Through a door • Invitation and surprize • A warm room • Warm suggestions • Warm actions • A hot pudendum • A scorching hot penis • A burning conjunction • A moist conclusion • A good night's work • A hairy bum furrow.
  24. False names • Mrs. M ***l**d • Baudy tales • Naked by a trick • My smooth flesh • The child's mother • The hairy bum furrow • I leave G**n*b*e • Who was she • At the town of N*v**s • Spy holes • Marital frolics under the bed clothes Husband. Husband and chambermaid • Chambermaid and self • The brooch • Conflicting emotions, desire, and disgust • Suzanne's complaisance • I leave N*v**s • At Paris • The Bal Masque • Gabrielle and Violette • Baudy exercises and groupings • An orgy to exhaustion • To London.
  25. Explanations • Reflexions, and observations about myself • My private establishment • Easy circumstances • My new house • James the footman • Lucy the parlour maid • Love exercises in the dining room • Two dismissals • The cook and James • Kitchen and housemaid • A general turn-out • Lucy's despair • My kind intentions • At her lodgings • A dinner with her • On the sofa • On the notch • Her confession • At J** 's St • Her form and features • Gamahuching interludes • Frig precedent • Fuck sequential • Paradisiacal copulation • instructions in oral obscenity • An exquisite cunt • My gamahuching ketch.
  26. Lucy without place • Fausse couches • Goes home • James leaves • A confession • Lucy's marriage • My wedding gift • An anonymous letter • James' amourous exploits • The use of a dining-room table • Camille again • Erotic literature • Erotic anticipations • Camille's opinion thereon • Ill • Memoirs arranged • Frail fair ones • My gratitude • My unhappiness • A visit to the manor house • Joey a hobble-de-toy • Tomlin the parlor maid • Joey and Tomlin • Sly looks • On the watch • The garden grotto • A peep hole in the roof • The couple there • Their amusements • An unintended spend • An uprighter • Joey's cunning.
  27. A convalescent amusement • On copulation, and the copulative organs.
  28. Big-eyed Betsy Johnson • Early acquaintance • Brothels closed • Ten years later • It's you Betsy • Her huge nymph • Protuberant eyes • Witty baudiness • My erotic requests • Her help • With Betsy and a man • Hesitations • His offers • I frig him • His arsehole offered • No erection available • Pestles and bumholes • Spunk and a toothpick • I poke Betsy • His thumb on my bum • A little virgin wanted • One found • At J***s St. with her • Another Molly • Betsy's baudy antics • Molly modest, stripped, and liquored up • Pitching shillings at cunts • Molly refuses my amatory advances • Betsy's threats.
  29. Postures • Betsy's assistance • Molly on Betsy • I fuck Betsy • Molly jealous • Betsy frigging herself • Sudden disappearance of the two • Reasons months after • The washerwoman in quod • The Priest's interference • With Betsy in a Bath • Fucking under water • The Brothel in J***s St. closed.
  30. My social conditions • Dainty whore-mongering • Difficulties in selection of women • Eccentric fucking attitudes • Writing my narrative • The uniformity of fucking • A peep over folding doors • Amorous Americans • The swain's lecture • An obstructive table • The lady's legs • The swain's prick • An inquisitive look • I hear but see not • Sobs and tears • Momentary nudity • Next day's repetition • Conjectures • A semi-eastern harem • Beautiful courtezans • A beauty selected • "I've no hair there" • Other beautifuls • A noisy neighbour • Male inspection of male erection • England again • Many expensive mercenaries.
  31. At Cremorne • Amelia German • A fair-haired beauty • A voluptuous bed-fellow • Tongues and lips • Small entrance, large interior • Her house and her captain • Mrs. A* t * n the housekeeper • The house-keeper alone • Why does she sleep with Amelia • Reasons suggested • Mrs. A., on the sofa • Hesitation and consummation • Regrets after fucking • Mrs. A's history • On Sapphic tastes • Mrs. A*t*n at a brothel • A telltale belly • Evasive explanations • Four hours work on a belly • Amelia with child • A't' n's produce • Stillborn or murdered? • House-keeper departs • Gamahuching in a new attitude • Repetition • Liking and disliking • Amelia's accouchement • She disappears.
  32. Sarah's Jealousy • Her ballet posturings • My postures • An escape of wind • Wheelbarrow fashion • A young lass suggested • Harriet, sweet sixteen • Financial arrangements • Doctor H**m"d again • Tooth brush and tooth powder • Virginity doubtful • Harriet screwed, unscrewed, and opened • A tight vagina • Sarah's strange behaviour • Three in a bed • Harriet Jealous • Runs away • The baudy-house with spyhole closed • On the size of my prick and others • On the capacity, elasticity, and receptivity of cunts.
  33. Recherce eroticism • An outcome of the brothel spyhole • An abnormal letch • A man for a month • Alone with him • Mutual nervousness • The ice broken • Pricks produced • An exiguous tool • Unavailing masturbation • Sarah's participation • Cuntal incitation • Prompt rigidity • Onanistic operation • Spermatic ejaculation • Instantaneous copulation • One on and one off • A gorged cunt • Masculine minetting • A gristly mouthful • Sucking cum fucking • After supper • Sarah's oration • The end of the orgy.
  34. Unavailing repentance • Gemini frolics • Pricks between bellies • I on him • He on me • Tip to tip • Boots and stockings • A lascivious triad • Gamahuching all round • A looking-glass got • Genital manipulations • Simultaneous fuckings and friggings • I fuck, she sucks • Variations on the same tune • She on my prick sits • He her clitoris licks • Three on our sties together • Amatory exercises with ropes • Sarah's pudendal capacity • An assault of two pegos • Finger and penis co-operating • Miscellaneous lascivities • A scare in the street • A scare at Sarah's A suggestive question • Desires excited • Heavy pay for an anus • Sodomy cum onanism • Fear, disgust, and hasty retreat:
  35. A lark in a park • Alice T' ***h**I of Middleborough • Loving couples in the open • "Let's feel it." • Alice's narrative • A frig • Gamahuche • Her supper • Refiexions on fucking • Idealties • Two little sisters • At a German bath • An exquisite Austrian Paphian • Delicious fuckstress • A forgotten appointment • Enter male • Mein schwester's bedroom • A treat at a peephole • Up a lubricious cunt • Mein schwester washing herself • Frauleln gamahuched • Groping and fucking • On my gamahuching tendenciec • A family of harlots • Two sister dress makers -- Anne and Maria • Feeling cunts • Forms, features; and euntal tesemblances • A fart in a fire place • On harlots farting • Cunt farts • H*l*n M***w**d • Our first meeting • Her physical perfections • Money differences • My promise kept • A year's interval • Friendship established • Mutual meretriciousness • Unrestrained sexual amusements • Erotic tastes gratified • Arcades ambo.
  36. A chapter on gamahuching • The taste cultivated with girls not gay • A swarthy French woman • In a Russian bordel • The red haired French woman • At the Alhambra • Miss E'w' **s met • Plain face, perfect form • Our silent supper • Nudities complete • Fucking and sweating • Pale ale in bed • Gamahuching preliminaries • Her lonely cunt • lewdness • Double minetting • I'm deceived • Her Spanish lover • Per bawdy talk and lascivity • Friend Eliza • My narrow escape • Reciprocating en foyments • Frigging herself • The first fIoor lodger • Her opinion of Miss Eve's who disappears • A Saxon Paphian • A hirsute event • At the sea coast • The shell box seller • A very risky poke • On the beach at night.
  37. H*l*n M**w**d revisited • Curiosity and plain words • Confidence begun • Fucking on trust • Cuntal essentials to a sensitive penis • Nelly's assistance • The cabinet maker naked • Masks • Masturbations and copulations • The naked steel pen hawker • Nipple and quim • Sophy's white shoulders and onanism • Pudendds piddling • A fuck for a half crown • A cuntal purse • Twin sister harlots, CW y and Amy • A fuck for champagne • My confessions to H*l*n • On cuntal physiognomies.
  38. H*l*n again • Financial arrangements • Mutual erotic tastes • Hers for gamahuche • Her sexual strength • Baudy books in bed. • Varied amorosities there • My smooth skin • Animalism cum idealism • Needless repetitions in this narrative • On a metropolitan railway • Female costermonger in wrong class • A stern guard • My aid and recompense • At the terminus • In the half formed road • Against a wooden fence • The voice in the dark • Rapid flight • Voluptuous sensations in a lusting quim • White stockings in a fog • "Ain't you got cheek" • Favours in the mews • Fucking con amore solamente • We separate as strangers.
  39. H. and I get confidential • Her voluptuous abandonment • My sensitive pego avowed • My seminal ejaculations • H. likes a big pego • A big one up her • I up after the big one • Mutual delight in a semenalized vagina • Reflexions thereon.
  40. Letches for spermatized quims • The French Lapunar • Selected amusements • Six feet high, eight inches pego • A broken capote • A jocular man • Two using condoms • Frenchmen's habits • Stripping for fucking • Tonguing with tongue • Marguerite the favourite • One scrubby and big bellied • A hirsute male • Blonde Martha • Broad handed, cunt frigging • Against a thigh • I on her, she on me • Salon des dames • Martha reappears • Fresh, hairy-arsd Carmen • Tier curiosity • Knows my leteh • Her enjoyment • Muscular motiom when copulating • Fat, tall Egyptienne • Mignon the little • Vertical and horizontal • H*l*n and her lover • Four libations without washing • H*l*n*s lubricious letch.
  41. H*l*n s difficulties • Poor lover ill • A little unfledged virgin • Antecedents and lewedness • I want her • H.'s assistance • Virginity verified • A ready quim • Sudden impotence • Essays and varieties • Pego potential • Hymenial rapture • In an empty house • A bricklayer's woman • Pissing on the footway • Frigging suggested • The carpenter's bench • An inconvenient meeting • Washing in a watercloset basin • Reminiscences there.
  42. H*l*.'s protector • His absence • Her voluptuous needs • A donkey-prick'd lover • Caution advised • Her excuses • Donkey prick exercising • The pleasure given by large pricks • Harry's first sight of a pudenda • Masturbated by his master • Protector impecunious • My visits permitted • A looking glass bought • Miss De f, the ex-harlot • About Magdalenes • Foot frigging • A garden party • The swing • A frisky spinster • Baudy books lent • Free and easy conversations • Donkey prick in the garret • His limp tool • H.'s anger and objurgations • She on him • Energetic buttocks • They in the best bed room • The trick with the door • Mutual pleasure in the lubricated channel • The aesthetic aspects of fucking.
  43. My heroic resolution • The whore and the railway porter • Against a viaduct • Michael's prick and Michael using it • On the early fucking of poor girls • Another juvenile virgin • Her antecedents and harlotting sisters • Her salacity and taste for minetting • Nervous impotency again • Virility restored • Virginity ruptured • Female pleasures at their first fucking • On the way virginities are lost and won.
  44. A small cunt on the Derby day • Under a portico at midnight • The brothel afterwards • A harlot's history • On cunts generally • Nationalities of the women I have fucked • The beauty of cunts • Their fucking qualities • Ignorance on this head • Ages of the women I have fucked • How the sight of cunts affects men • Physiognomy of cunts • Their classification.
  45. Luck • Harry masturbated • An orgy • Two males and one female • Bum-fucking intentions • H. gamahuched by both • Simultaneous masturbations • Confession of sodomy • Anus and pudenda plugged • Sphincter and thumb • Fucking cum cocksucking • H.'s unsated lust • Champagne and repose • Amorous exercises resumed • Baudy ejaculations • Fucked out • Voluptuous eyes • Balls handled • Prolonged conjunction • Finger and bumhole • More repose and more champagne • Erotic fury • All exhausted • Finns • Reflexions.
  46. Edith the frisky. My bedroom • Exhibition of a sets prick • Exhibition of a bleeding cunt • My regrets • Next day's amusements • A week's work • Departure • Edith's grief • Her history.
  47. At the lapunar and peephole • Alexandrine's advice • Katie's instruction • Marguerite's fornication • Profits and losses • A hairy arsed harlot • About the propriety of seeing and feeling other men's pricks • A double cunted strumpet • Katie's eventful history • England again • Alteration in the arrangement of my narrative • The philosophy of fucking virgins and juveniles • H. lost and found • Mutual friggings in a cab • The snug accommodation house • Baudy books and prints • H.'s pleasure in meeting me • Minetted by Misses R and Black • Baudy triads • A flagellation spectacle • Three women and self • An orgy • Black becomes favourite.
  48. An idle day in the outer suburbs • Bread and cheese at the public house • The showman's daughter Kit • On the road • Against a field gatepost • On straw in a calf shed • In a barn • A masturbating miller's boy • Epitome of voluptuous amusements with H • A female trio and myself • Copulation, fornication, irrumination • Bum-digitation, cunni-tonguing, and cunni-dildoing.
  49. At a Lancashire seaport • A millhand • The last night of harlotting • At the brothel • Singular beauty • Singular history • Two frisky workwomen • Caught by a rope • Lewd talk • Lewed wants • A handy coffee shop • One pleasured, one pained • Another flagellation at the Abbess • A straight haired cunt tonsured • H.'s letch for novelty • The banister gratified • Fucking in masks.

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